Journal Entry 1 of Nina Lewis12 February 1902 I'm falling. Floating down almost like Alice in Wonderland. In fact, this is Wonderland but my name's not Alice. There is no White Rabbit or a Queen for that matter. There's just me, in this world of two realities. A world where the mundane and fantastical combine into one nightmarish reality. My reality. I've lived with such a sight for most of my life. It started in my younger years and as I got older I started to see only this world. Only the normal and non-fantasy. I thought it was over. That all my adventures into my Wonderland were done with and now was the time for me to become an adult. Yet here I am, almost seventeeen, and my Wonderland is before my eyes. Beautiful and dangerous, bright and innocent one moment then dark and corrupt the next. Perhaps you believe me insane? I wouldn't fight you on the idea. No one else can see what I see and those that do wish to make themselves the rulers of Wonderland. How can you rule a place that only I have tru
What is love?What is love? Where does one begin to explain such a thing?Is it when your heart beats like a drum in your chest?Or when a smile is painted permanently on your face?I say, "I don't know much about love",to better avoid the adults and their "you're too young" talk.For the most part it's true, I don't know much about love.I do know how I fell though.I know how a calmness passes through me,when I hold his hand.I know how happy I feel when he calls me "babe"and says good morning with a smile.I know I turn into a smiling idiot and him,a nervous but cute goof ball.I know that when we hold each other,I feel only one heartbeat between us.I know I love him, whether I am too young or just young enough.Knowing that much is just enough for me.